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[Mar. 8th, 2007|04:30 pm] |
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| |  excited | ] |
OKAY. So I miss my LJ again. I may start writing in it. Hm. Okay well in the last post I was depressed about not getting into college, &since then ive gotten into Marywood University in Penn. & Lyndon State in VT! yay! dont know which one im going to yet though.
In about a half hour im going to hudson house with alexx &megan! then HYPNOTIST SHOW to get hypnotized! aHHHHH im so excited! |
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[Jan. 11th, 2007|03:56 pm] |
Haven't writtin in a while.
But I need to complain right now.
I got two letters back from two colleges and I didn't get into either.
I was hoping I would get into one of those because everywhere else sucked.
They arent even hard schools to get into.
Im just stupid I guess. :(
Im very aggravated. |
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[Aug. 28th, 2006|11:48 pm] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | Imogen Heap- Headlock | ] |
Im sorry I havent been posting anything.
Tomorrrow is school &I CANT SLEEEEEEEEEEEP. :( :(
OH WELL GUNNA BE A SENIOR BABYYYYYYYYYY ♥ |
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[Aug. 19th, 2006|10:55 am] |
| [ | M0000D? |
| |  busy | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | The Fishtank | ] |
Yesterday was a wickkkked fun daay. Little Miss Alex skated over around 12, we got ready &headed to best buy. My camera was broken so I needed a new one or they needed to fix it. BUTTT; the guy showed me this thing that I could buy, ONLY 21$ so that I could put the pictures on my computer. I was soo happy. :]
Then, seeing as i could EASILY put pics on my computer now me&alex decided to go take pictures! ahhaah first we went to toys r us.
Which was deff a good time. We rode around on little tiny bikes for a while. Lotsa people were lookin at us but no one yelled at us so its allllllll good :]] Then we went to Eastern Border, and then this work out supply store place. WHICH WAS SO FUN. ahaha we went in &the people were pretty nice. THEN we started taking pictures with this dummie who moved as if he was running, and the guy who worked there was like "WHATTTTTTTTTTT. ARE YOU DOING?!"...."hahahah jk want me to take the picture?!" ahaha the people were so cool they told us to come by if we ever wanted to workout or whatnot. ahahha
Thennn, we went to Old Homes Days. Lotsa people thought it was boring but honestly im really glad I went. Got to talk to soo many people I havent seen all summer. It was pretty sickkk. & ACTUALLY im pretty excited to go back to school. Which is weirrrrd. I needa go school shoppin sooo bad. I actually have the money too. :].
So.. yes im going to go eat &clean my room then its off to work @5 to 10. Oh how wonderrrrrrful. ♥ Hope everyone is doing amazzzzing. ♥ |
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[Aug. 17th, 2006|10:29 am] |
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| | ROOMM. | ] |
| [ | M0000D? |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | Cartel- Fiend | ] |
Its funny how when your in a good good good mood, it can easily turn into a crappy crappy crapppppy mood in a matter of a second. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2006|12:42 pm] |
| [ | M0000D? |
| |  lazy | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | WHAT NOT TO WEAR. | ] |
So today I woke up, went to Dunkins with my mommmmma, then went to get my parking pass for school. Saw Steph there!! :] Then me&my mom went to Mark Lawrence to order my senior pictures & to tell them which picture I wanted to use in the yearbook. School is comming up SO fast.. Oh well, this is the one I picked:
At first I didnt like any of my pictures but im really starting to like this oneeee. :]
Now im eating ramen noodles & watching What Not To Wear. I love Stacy & Clinton. ♥ ahaha. Then im going to work at 5 with Steph & CHRIS. Agh. Guy is sucha weirdooooo. lmao. LATA KIDDDDZ. ♥ |
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[Aug. 14th, 2006|08:18 pm] |
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| |  thirsty | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | SPICE GIRLS! | ] |
WENT TO WATER COUNTRY TODAY. IT WAS SO FUN. I LOVEEE IT. ♥
First we went to capri to get free subs. :] Oh the benefits of working there. Then we went to megans bank. She needs to learn how to jump a fence. She broke it. ahahahaha it was a peice a crap anyways. We got the money situation taken care of, and we were offffff.
We got lost going there &comming back but whatever, thats what we get for not understanding directions. We got there, ate our FREE subs from our work so we didnt have to pay 20$ for friggin foooood, got there around 11:30.
Lets seeee. Went in the wave pool first. Which btw is my FAVEEE thing ever. We almost drowned. So me&steph asked a chinese lady for their tubes but she said no. &WE WERE NOTTT GOING TO PAY FOR A STUPID TUBE. So we asked these other people &they let us use em. :] It was much funner then. Only megans legs freaked out so she had to get out. hahaha. We got out, and hid our tubes in the woods so no one could steal em, and we come back &they were gone. I was mad. :[ THENNN we found a tube that was all dirty &pine-needly & i was like holy crap this is MYYY tube so i stole it back. :]!!!!!
K so after that we went in the Dragons Den &such. OH &THE LAZY RIVER! AHHH some little kid, i swear he was like the devil, he started SPLASHING ME &WOULDNT STOP! He was laughing like he was evil. He was like 6. I was like holy crap and then steph&samm splashed HIMMM. ahahah theyve got my back. ;]
PEOPLE IN PORTSMOUTH NH NEED TO GET CARS. STOP JOGGING & BIKING IN THE ROAD! OMGGGG. I almost ran some guy over. He looked pretty pissed.
Also, I went over 100mph for the 1st time! :] It was fun.
So that was my day. It was friggin fuuuuuuuuun dudes. Comment it UPPP. :] |
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[Aug. 12th, 2006|11:01 am] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | SOAD | ] |
After pretty much everyone left my house yesterday, Me&Alex sat in the kitchen and talked about guys for about 3 hours. hahah it was insane. But like, we brought up so many good points.
We both really want a boyfriend. Someone to hangout with a lot, be with, cuddle with, but why is it so hard to find one? Were good looking &we have good personalities! SO WHAT THE HECK! ahaha girls over analyze EVERYTHING. We really do. A smiley-face on AIM, not saying brb, or goodbye. And should we be straight-forward, tell a guy if we like them or just wait to see what happens? If you tell someone you like them, and get rejected, then it will be awkward. But if you never say anything.. how will the other person know?? AGH. That sounds totally geeky but its true.
But anyway, thanks everyone who wished me a happy birthday yesterday! And thanks to the amazing people who came over & sat around the house with me all day hahah ♥ Love you guys. |
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[Aug. 11th, 2006|10:38 am] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | Cartel- If I Fail | ] |
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[Aug. 10th, 2006|05:34 pm] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | None. | ] |
Just got back from Hampton Beach with the family. It was pretty fun I supposeeeee. Tanning is always a good time.
But while I was tanning I overheard my mom telling my aunt that she has to go back to the hospital for another mammagram, theres something wrong. Im really worried about it.. I hope its just some dumb thing &shes fine..
Actually this is how the converstation went:
Mom: "I have to go back for ANOTHER mammogram, somethings wrong with my left breast. When they told me that, I said 'REALLY? WELL MY HUSBAND SEEMS TO LIKE IT!'"
Me: "EW MOM NO."
Aunt Jen: "HAHAHAH"
<3TOMORROWS MY BIRTHDAY<3
Everyone whos comming come around 1.
If I forgot to invite you & I like you, come.
Call for directions &such. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|11:39 am] |
| [ | M0000D? |
| | cranky | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | Yellowcard- Empty Appartment | ] |
SO the next few days my mom is packing with various activities to do with my aunt & cousins when the come down. Honestly.. they HAD to pick my birthday weekend to come down?? I had to take off work & my boss sounded upset that I couldnt work. I need money too.
So tomorrow their comming &staying till sunday. All my mom seems to care about is entertaining her sister & making sure SHEEEEE has a fun time, when friday is supposed to be MYYYYY day. Not anyone else's. Okay so I do sound kindof self-centered but its one day.
Oh well. Anyone who wants to come on friday may, call or comment if you need directions. Come after 1 in the afternoon because I have to go to lunch to a restaurant I dont even like with my mom& my aunt before the party.
Idk I guess I was hoping id have one day to spend how i wanted with the people i wanted aghhh makes me mad.. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|12:19 am] |
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| | content | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | Cartel- Runaway | ] |
You know, I really love livejournal. I needed somewhere to get my thoughts out there.
A lot of the time I think I need to prove myself to people. Like I need to TRY to be something im probably not to be liked. Just now I realized, what the heck you know. Im a good person. &For those of who like me, sweet! &those who dont, well, sucks for them. I need to start being more Kalie &less trying to impress people.
I have amazing friends, and I mean AMAZING friends, who care about me, so why am I trying to impress people?
I love you all. ♥
Goodnight:] |
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[Aug. 8th, 2006|03:49 pm] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | Yellowcard- Firewater ♥ | ] |
I miss being in a relationship. I havent had a boyfriend since what.. february? I just miss it. Im terrible at letting guys know I like them, because ive had my heart stomped on millions of times in the past. And I dont want it to happen again. So basically I just never let guys know I like them and I dont get hurt. But that plan sucks because It leaves me alone.
Sometimes I think if I were prettier, funnier, or whatever, this wouldnt be such a problem.. idk im having a very self-consious day I guess.
My birthday is friday. Last year on my birthday, I invited my best friend, and two friends who I havent seen in a while, one of which I guess you could say I really "liked" even though I havent seen him in a while. Samm came, my best friend, of course. And I waited all day for the other two. He said he'd come, id called him a million times& no answer. He forgot.
The guys I like never seem to like me back in the way I wish they would.. But then again how are they supposed to know I like them if I dont even have the guts to say something?
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[Aug. 8th, 2006|01:42 pm] |
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| [ | M0000D? |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | The Cosby Show | ] |
So yesterday ended up being a good day after all. Went to Wild Cat with Chris &his friends; it was wicked fun.
Today I woke up &worked out with Megan.
Now Im going to sit around the house like a bum till I go to work :]
hahaha what I do best.
3DAYS TILL MY BDAY!!!!! :] ♥!!!! |
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[Aug. 7th, 2006|04:35 pm] |
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| | Room | ] |
| [ | M0000D? |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | Air Conditioner | ] |
AGH crappy day most deff.
Woke up early got all ready, then went to get my senior picture proofs from mark lawrence. WELL on the way there my mom lectures me, wont let me say ONE thing, she tells me how im self-centered & I dont care about her or the family, blahblahblah like WHERE did this come from!? Today I helped make dinner, bring keith to the skatepark, I stayed home all day doing whatever she asked. & I dont care.
We got to the photography place & got my proofs, they turned out alright I suppose. I was in a hurry to get outa there though because I had plans with someone.
So I got home & it figures that our plans dont end up working out, because they never do. Im an idiot.
So I took a nap & such, &brought the brother to the skatepark, as I said up there, and thats about it.
Then tried making plans with someone else &thoseeeee didnt even workout.
So now im still home & still bored & have a headache & in a bad mood. |
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[Aug. 6th, 2006|09:16 pm] |
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| | Room | ] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | Movie -Big Fish | ] |
Tomorrow im going to get my senior pictures back. AGH hopefully they look good!!!
So yes, since the incident with the cops at the motel my parents dont trust me. It reallyyyy bothers me. Because now they think all I do is lie when I really am a good kid. Ugh. Whatever.. I guess ill just give it time..
Im going to go read a book I got from the library. ♥ |
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[Aug. 6th, 2006|01:47 am] |
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| | Room | ] |
| [ | M0000D? |
| |  gloomy | ] |
| [ | TUNES? |
| | Led Zepplin- House of the Rising Sun | ] |
HAHAHAHA ♥ |
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| The Livejournal is making a comeback. |
[Aug. 5th, 2006|11:54 pm] |
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| | Bedroom. | ] |
| [ | M0000D? |
| | crappy | ] |
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| | Linkin Park- My December | ] |
Okay. So I think im going to write a long blog about whats currently going on with my life. Right now, im in a horrible mood. Im so sad that my parents wont let my hangout with Samm, my best friend in the history of best friends. I mean the past year, things have been a bit rocky between us sure, but I love her with all of my heart and always will. It makes me so sad that my parents dont want me hanging out with her.
So after work usually I come home, its about 10 at night and people wanna hangout. But I cant! Because my parents would never let me go out that late. They obviously dont trust me at all anymore. What the fuck im a kid. I need to go out and have fun. If we havent hung out this summer, im sorry I wish we couldhave but its impossible to do anything because of my parents. So dont think I dont wana hangout because thats not it at all.
And guys. Im having such trouble trusting them.. like I cant trust them at all. Idk what to think most of the time. Ive been screwed over so many times and I just wish that someone would treat me right for a change. And show it. Show it that you want to hangout, words dont do anything for me anymore. Because I cant trust certain people because of whats happened in the past. Ive forgivin, but I cant forget, and I need to know where I stand. If you want to hangout, or tell me something important, then call me. Or tell me online or whatever.Let me know who I am to you. Im sick of guessing.
Basically none of you are going to understand this shit im writing but i need to write it, to get it off my chest. Usually Id write it in my journal but im too friggin lazy to do so.I just wish I knew what to do. I wish I could understand people, and everything wasnt so confusing. I wish I went to bed without dreaming about certain people that I cant get outa my mind. So ive written like four paragraphs & i dont even know what im writing.
Im crying & like, about what? Idk. Im just sick of everything. Im stressed out. I wish I had someone to call and just tell all this to so i didnt have to turn it into a fucking myspace blog.
I just wish I knew what people think about me. It would be a lot easier than having to guess all the time. Just be completly honest. So comment this &tell me where I stand, and who I am to you. Its important to me.
Hope everyone else is havgin a good night.
This all made no sense but I just wrote what was in my head so whatever. |
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